So today was
Grandparent day at Mavericks Preschool.
The teacher had parents fill out a form, if Grandparents would/ would not be attending.
I checked
No and thought nothing of it, till today.
I had to get Maverick out of class early, and so I peeked in and I see all these Grandparents
cuddling, and
playing, and
singing with their grandkids. I am searching for Maverick and there he is,
like a spot light is shinning on him. The ONLY child without a grandparent.
My heart broke in two.
I felt so crumby. I thought when I signed the paper,
surley there would be others that would be without a Grandparent.
Ah the
guilt.
I should have been there sitting next to him even if I am not "grandparent" material.
A vision kept rolling
thru my mind today.
I picture all the kids in class getting so excited for their G. parent to arrive. As the G.parents start to come, each child jumps up and is so thrilled to have G.ma/pa there. And I know Maverick realizes that we don't have G.parents that live close, but I can bet that he was still lookingfor HIS to walk thru the door. When he came up to me at the door, his eyes were filled with tears and he
asked "where Grandma/pa were? I am supposed to sing
Halloween songs to them."
I quickly reminded him that they live in Utah, and have to fly
to come to Minnesota.
To this he responded, "I don't want to live here anymore."
And to that I agreed.
Dumb Grandparent Day anyhow.